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you’re too complex for most men.
— dan.
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it feels a little like me..
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𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕
in that quiet tension between words, glances, pauses.. when everything important is already happening inside the nervous system, long before any touch
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art, psychology, philosophy.. they feel close to me
not just things i like, but something nearer, almost familiar
and i love conversations that make the air feel heavier afterwards, conversations that move like a 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒉𝒚𝒑𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍
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i’m drawn to 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍
and even more to the moment when it turns into 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕, when i’m held still
the feeling that you’re holding my reaction itself.. while my body moves before i even agree to it..
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it’s almost ironic here..
how “𝒔𝒉𝒚” can sound like a performance on a place like this..
and yet under 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 it turns into something real in my body..
something i don’t even have time to pretend..
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but you really are shy, it’s cute..
— antony.
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𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒏
your voice, your breath close to me, a whisper so near that my thoughts begin to blur..
descriptions that slowly become real
as if 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏 before hands ever do
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i’m fascinated by that tension that smells…